11 months ago my sweet prince went Home to LIVE - this 9th of the month arrived with a big storm last night in the early hours - lots of thunder and lightening - but in my heart I felt peace - I didn't sleep much due to the noise, however :)
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It all still seems so surreal - there are stages to grieving but there is no time limit on how long each stage lasts and what if you skip a stage are you gonna be okay, of course - God's stages are different than man's from pages on a book.
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I feel content, thankful for the friends and family that surround me and support me - oh, my children, what a tremendous healing balm they are and I pray I am to them as well. We continue to draw ever closer through this journey which I know is our Heavenly Father's intention and would make their earthly father proud. Oh, how we miss him - deeply!
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This was the first time I didn't truly panic about the date arriving and I am so thankful for that. God is good - we thank you for your prayers and love. We have been doing a lot of memory verses as a family - verses to help carry us through these times. He is good at giving us what we need when we need it if we are listening.
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I miss you my sweet prince - no one can touch the place in my heart that is all yours - I miss you more than words can say and I can't wait to worship our Lord together someday with you - I feel the closest to you when I am worshiping because I know you are doing that 24/7 to the same God and Savior that created each of us - what a connection! We all love you so very much - not lovED but LOVE - we always will ♥
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